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recently I feel like very dep ssed because I waste a lot of time，at least 4 daysi have set up very many objectives including study English ，participate in reading /writing /speaking and listening on July，and also want to let my salary over 10000RMB per month ，not now just 4000RMB per month ，and evenly i don't think it's suitable for me to do the job need to deal with peoples.so I just doubt that if I suitable to be a seller .now my age is 30，but I have nothing ，no height ，no money ，owe a lot of money around 50000 yuan，I don't think I am a smart person，I haven't good background ，what my ideal life is find a place and find a person I loved live together forever.But I don't think it's easy for me nowIn my p sent cognition，I'm lack of courage and can't stick one thing too long ，I always give up halfway，with a lot of negative feelings make a lot of annoyance，and I always to find the correct exit to escape the bad mentality and I think I can get rid of this bad mood one day.but several days later I just back original point，it seems that I never make any progress ，even only a small step ，so I find a way to discover what I have changed recently days，one day I figure it out I decided to write a letters to myself that in the future，is order to what achievements I have get.
recently I feel like very dep ssed because I waste a lot of time，at least 4 daysi have set up very many objectives including study English ，participate in reading /writing /speaking and listening on July，and also want to let my salary over 10000RMB per month ，not now just 4000RMB per month ，and evenly i don't think it's suitable for me to do the job need to deal with peoples.so I just doubt that if I suitable to be a seller .now my age is 30，but I have nothing ，no height ，no money ，owe a lot of money around 50000 yuan，I don't think I am a smart person，I haven't good background ，what my ideal life is find a place and find a person I loved live together forever.But I don't think it's easy for me nowIn my p sent cognition，I'm lack of courage and can't stick one thing too long ，I always give up halfway，with a lot of negative feelings make a lot of annoyance，and I always to find the correct exit to escape the bad mentality and I think I can get rid of this bad mood one day.but several days later I just back original point，it seems that I never make any progress ，even only a small step ，so I find a way to discover what I have changed recently days，one day I figure it out I decided to write a letters to myself that in the future，is order to what achievements I have get.
